hey , well there is alot of ppl hu dont kno me that well that will be lookin at this site and seeing it is aimed mainly at my mates , and mayb ur wonderin y the hell i think so much of them! ta explain this you jus have ta look at them and see how much we all care bout each otha , here are some special shoutoutz jus 4 sum my mates , if ur not on here dont be offended , maybe i jus cudnt fit u on ,

Kirsty - one of the only people who rele undastand me , u always seem to be able to see my point of view even if im being totally unrealistic and stupid and you always make me laugh and smile coz u are such a caring person! me and you became a lot closer about a month b4 my first split wit tom and you have been there eva since im here 4 u 2

(2006 - This is still true Kirtsy is a loving caring person and It is a shame we dont see each other very much but I know i could still go to her and she would still understand)

Ally - evry 1 lookin at this site will c i have a real soft spot 4 alice , not only the basic fact that see is such a good mate to all her friends but that she always thinks of wat is best 4 otha people. You very smart even though you dont think so and you great lookin , you have lovely hair and your make up never looks flawed and your clothes are always gworg and wow cant u half run now , and even though you dont think you are all these things your an amazing person, believe in yourself !

(She still needs to believe in herself and she is still the amazing and special person that I described above admittedly she is a lot slimmer but it doesnt matter because she is still and I am guessing always will be the lovely ally )

Stephy - my lil advice giver , seriously i would have got my self in sum rele dodgy situations if you werent around and although i kno i may not have always listened you have still have always been there ta get me out of the mess i have got myself in. Ur smart and unique and great at rugby and netball , we gota win this year!

( well needless to say stephy we didnt win but who cares hey. You now play for south england in rugby and in Netball we play for bullets and the teams not half as crap as it used to be. And although those things have changed a lot of things have stayed the same for example I still lookat you and admire your amazing strength of character and the way you always are willing to listen  and make others smile even though you can be finding it hard to smile yourself. I still need your advise and you are still very good at giving it. Love you x x)

Lobby - wat a breath of fresh air it is ta drag my self of the bus each mornign and be waiting round in the quad and then see your smily face cummin round the corner ! you seem ta make us all smile and still when anythins rong ur always there and concerned! agen ur smarter than you think you are

(lauren has matured in to such a beautiful and lovely girl but then like i said above she has always been caring and had a lovely smile on her face. You are still like a breath of fresh air as well :) )

Stacy - well how quiet life would seem if stacy wasnt around , quiet in a bad way ! your great at loadza things , you like mega multi talented and well pretty your hair is always dead perfect , bitch ! only jokin ! Your wierd comments and absurb ideas rele lighten up the days ! thanks

(Stacy is still as crazy as she was then.I admire her party spirit and how she is always there to make people laugh and smile)

Kim - i knew kim very well when she moved over to north waltham ta live for a while , then we drifted apart again , recently i have got alot closer ta kim and i had forgot how gr8 she is , sumtimes im a totally different person round kim jus bcuz its so easy ta b relaxed , and plus she is geougeous , follow your heart babez and i hope things rele work out wit luva boi !

(Kim I am pleased to say I still have a right laugh with you and can still chat to you very easily. I'm not sure who the hell "Luva Boi" is,do you? )

Jaki - firstly soz i missed your party , sounds as thou it was a lauf thou !  secondly sorry my dad did not make you his legendary sloggy rice , i will try arrange it 4 xmas ! well as much as you insult me and ally in tutor we still love ya ta pieces , love mummy jordan , lol

( Jakki I still havent got you that rice I am sorry.Its true even now you still insult me and ally in tutor and we do still luv ya x)

(uncle) Bubbles - cant believe ur 15 , how scary is that ! you are so pretty and slim , argh !!  physics has been the source of many possible msn names and ridiculous sayings since i have been sat next/near you , thanx 4 makin me lauf and forget about hot chocolate u have nickers now lol , mayb it gud things didnt work out wit mark he had no rite ta hurt u so stuff him , lol love your lil struting mate jordy lol !!!

( lol Bubbles if we where to recount every silly saying and stupid phrase we would be here all night but they all stand for the same thing,I have a great time when you are around and love your company so we get back to hanging out more. Lol but I was right in what i siad above mark didnt deserve u but then again neither did nickers. I doubt i will ever think anyone ever deserves someone as pretty and lovely as you are but never mind. Physics is still a laugh and I am still your little strutting mate lol)

Katie - wel i have ta say its a real shame we are not as close any more , but we rele sud go out sum time and catch up i used ta love hang round wit you ! hope stuff sorts its stuff out at the mo ! thanks 4 all ur helpo ova the last couple of years , u have been gr8

(Kind of sad to see that even though I said so long ago we should meet up i still havent done anything about it, Its stillI real shame we dont hang out more and we should def do it sometime soon)

Josh - i would seriously gone insane without chattin ta you this summer , i really would have !! as u kno i hav had sum rele crap feeling days and you always lift my spirits ! thanx so much , and english is so quiet with out u now , thanx 4 bein such a gr8 mate

(Not much to write here I dont really speak to Josh much at the moment but i still think he is a great guy and wish him and gemma great happiness)

Dave - i always kno ur jus a text msg or email way , thanx for making me laugh and bein there , ur anotha gr8 mate

(It seems very unfair that some that has done so much for me and helped me so much like you only gets a small section. It doesnt seem to say enough above so I am going to expand now. This says that you helpedme over the summer looking back that must have been the summer of 04 but well in the summer of 05 you once again proved yourself to be such a great mate and someone that I really could depend on,without you I really really dont know what I would have done and I am always willing to return to favour. I hope that you and siobhan are happy together because you deserve it :D )

soz this is the last shout out i have got tym ta write at the mo and it has ta b ta my lil florida hurricane buddy ...

emily -
well firstly you have been a friend 4 lyk a decade , and throu all that tym i dont think there is one tym we havent been mates. friends tend ta drift apart and fade away and yet your always there and when we meet up we still have a gr8 tym! florida this year was brilliant all the rollercoasters and the games of ball in the pool and the late nite swimming and that bloody shoting game ! i cant believe its all ova so quick thou , thanks 4 evrything , even thou U DIDNT TRUST ME , joke

( Emily... 12 years gosh how long does that sound. Your as great now as the day I meet you. I think you know more about me and my life then anyone and you have been a great source of support and also a great deal of humour.I will warn you now even when we finish BHCC this is one friendship I will be making sure i dont let go of. Luv you x)

2006

This was a strange Idea I have to admit and I hope all my friends know I love them even without a stupid little message on a stupid little webiste. Still it was done with a good heart and I cant bring myself to delete them. You will see that I have made comments by each of the notes lol and I am going to add some more below because there are some very important people who were missed

Robyn - Your the person that reminds me that I am only 15 and when everything gets to much and life seems hard you take me back to being a kid and having a laugh. No one apart from you and me will ever understand Dilk, the midgets or the evil bob and dirrtty Jordan connection and I like it that way. As crazy as you may be you also are willing to listen and give great hugs :)

Alicia - I tell you so often that you mean so much to me and I dont think you can ever understand just how much i mean it when i say that I love you. I Hope you never forget how much you mean to me and i hope you know I am always here for a chat a smile or maybe a hug ( who am i kidding hey?)

Lissy - You take on everyone elses problems and that is because your so caring,so easy to talk to and so lovely. It has to be said me and you are very alike. Maybe Its the special relationship with have what with our long term commited relationship lol. Joking apart you are one hell of a girl and one hell of a mate. I hope you know that I am always here for you.